Lost.

When you realized that you've lost...

...the one you love;
...your family;
...your home;
...your inner cycle;
...your colors;
...your social life;
...your social network;
...your self id;

and you have to admit that you...

...don't know what to do;
...don't know where to go;
...don't know what to listen;
...don't know what to watch;
...don't know what to read;
...don't know what to love;
...don't know what to think;

...The only thing that you really know is...

...How near, how far;
...My heart and mind are.