Nostalgy

A few days ago I had a dream, I call it a nightmare to the world, but it was a dream at the end.
I had a dream about her, the one I loved, the one I love and the one I will always have inside my bloody burned and overwhelmed heart.
Woke up feeling like trash, cried that whole morning.
Got some balls and texted her.
We weren't talking for over two or three months at that point.
She texted me back.
God knows where my heart went in that long period of 2 seconds.
She said she was glad that i'm ok and that was it.
I droped it. She was in my past. She dropped me in her past. I was no longer a lover, friend, whatever.
I moved on.
Working almost 62 hours per week. Feeling like trash and barely having some sort of sleep.
Worked 14 hours yesterday, got 3 hours of troubled sleep. Had a few energy drinks on my way to work, a few painkiller pills and here I am.
You're wandering what from all of this is related with that lady.
Well, she just texted me, she just told me that she misses me.
My whole world just collapsed. My head just collide.
Gosh, I need a drink.