It's not over.

Over the years his speech was the same; over the years his mind went through a different path; over the years his pain went between lighter and harder in its own way.

Life is a constant war, he says.
Living the life is a constant war, he corrects himself.
Life isn't a war. Your choices turns it into consequences that leads it to a constant war. My choice, she said.

I'm on my apex, my best shape in every aspect. The consequence of this? I'm in my worst as well. When I say worst, I truly mean it.
You see, I'm on my best professional shape but I'm also in my worst when it regards my personal life. Consequences of my choices.
I'm on my best moment with my conscience but I'm also in my worst period of loneliness.
Consequences of my choices.
I'm in my best moment with myself but I'm also in my worst health shape somehow.
Consequences of my choices.
Kicked cancer's ass three times but i'm still getting my ass kicked (super hard) by my derma.
Consequences of my choices
I'm being watched by other companies and huge professionals that wants me on their staff but I'm also feeling that I need to stay where I'm now even if I'm not happy at all.
Consequences of my choices.
Once again, consequences of my choices.

I'm on my best but I'm in my worst.

Life goes on that way, you're the best and worst, it's up to you to make the right choices and dose it to be only the best of you.

After all, talk shit or senseless stuff in pain are a huge consequence of my choice right now.